So. I tend to be a
little all-over-the-place with blogs (unlike in real life, where I am
a beacon of steadfast progress & constant organisation) which is
why it's been a while since I've written. But there are other reasons
too, & I hope that by listing them I'll be more inclined to write
here again, because it's a nice little space of internet for me to
rant about thin-ideal messages in young adult vampire fiction or to
rave about the new dystopian books I've been reading or to make fun
of The Vampire Diaries, cause that's one of my favourite
pastimes.
The first thing that
happened was that I got Thesis Block for a few months. Thesis Block
is a terrible affliction I'm sure many of you are familiar with. It's
the second cousin twice removed of Writer's Block, & only applies
to the writing of (& researching of, & reading for, &
confidence in) a dissertation or thesis. It was rather unpleasant &
I'm very happy to say that it's sorted itself out & I'm back to
alternating clacking away on the laptop & mashing my forehead
against the keys, which is, I gather, pretty much what writing a PhD
is all about.
I tend not to talk
about the more difficult parts of thesis writing, & I don't
really know why. (Apart from the fact that if you Google my name you
can find this blog. Hello, prospective employers, examiners,
landlords, bankers! Hello mom!) Maybe it's because writing a thesis
can be a very solitary activity, & since, academically at least,
I tend to be a bit of a lone wolf (lone werewolf?) I sometimes forget
that I'm not the Only Person Ever Who Has Ever Felt Like This Ever.
It's nice to occasionally talk to other people in the same rockety
boat, who also go through those weekly Oh My God What Am I Doing With
My Life crises ("Can't I just run away & live on a barge
like the Sylvanian Family toys? I just want to, I dunno, go fishing &
raise dirty, barefoot children who can swim really well.")
before realising yet again that yes, this is what we want to be
doing.
The second thing that
happened was that my thesis changed direction ever so slightly (which
may have thrown me off-balance momentarily). I'm now going to be
concentrating solely on young adult fiction texts, rather than
anything with a teenage vampire character (not that there's actually
much overlap, which is interesting). Which means that I now don't
technically have to watch The
Vampire Diaries for my research,
which in turn means admitting that I actually like to watch it
anyway. (Gasp!) So that's why I've gotten behind on recaps, & you
know the way when you've fallen behind it's a lot harder to catch
up...
The
third thing that happened was that I suddenly realised that I'm
getting married very soon & that there's actually a whole lot of
organising that needs to happen before a wedding (who knew?) so I, &
my wonderful team of minions helpers, have been doing a lot
of calling & emailing & budgeting & sewing & cutting
& planning & thinking, which is all very fun &
time-consuming (apart from the budgeting, which is less fun than the
rest).
So.
There's my explanation for my absence. Now, to get back to The
Vampire Diaries! I also have a
bunch of books I want to review, & a lot of things I want to talk
about, & a lot of links to link & all the thinks to think,
but I should probably leave all that for another day, before I start
sounding too much like a Dr Seuss book.
